partially drunk feeling..memory loss..

[jusme290]

I've had the partially drunk feeling for about half a year now.
A year ago I had some sort of liquid in my left ear and started to have a feeling of falling which was triggered by sight.
I've never been afraid of heights at all but this caused instant panic.
About six months ago I tarted to have a lot of problems with attacks of depression and  anger and was only sleeping every two or three days. I spent a week in the hospital the doctor said I may have depression problems but he didn't think I was Bi-polar but he also said I may have mild schizophrenia.

I've also been having a lot of problems with short term loss of memory and a lot of confusion, which has caused a great deal of the problems and thus depression that I am feeling today.
I couldn't afford the medications because my insurance coverage was horrible for this sort of problem.
I've since lost my job and I need help fast.    

[MMahon]

You should consult a psychiatrist for a full consultation.  They are best equipped to tell you whats going on.
Consult your library for info on mental health services in your community that may help with medications and psychiatric care.  Take care.

[jusme290]

Does anyone know what this feeling is?