really bad thoughts!!!

[hello89]

hi ok really guna shorten this down.....i love my life and hav a good 1....but i keep worryiong about people who commit sucide and its really taken overmy whole life....i worry about this fellla who i dodnt knw dat died over 4 years ago and the best thing is i didnt worry at the start as i shdnt!!! but the thoughts in my head seem to b gettin worse and since he hung himself, im having thoughts of thta happening to me and i really really really dont want that to happen now ive went to a doctor and talked to sum1 and all and i got alot better but since ive been out of a job its got a,ot worse i do feel like im going crazy and that thses thoughts r guna happen!!! plz wat cud this be???

[LeftCoastChick]

are you the same person with 2 nicknames?

[st3v3ib0y]

ive used citapram for yrs now,unfortunatly i was to l8 to see the signs as to  wot was happening to me,i no longer go out,my only  way of contact is my pc,,i do go to a friends house but i cant wait till i get bk to my own home as i feel like that is my comfort zone,i snap very easy but i dont mean to,i now however have got myself an appointment to see a Psychiatrist so i  hope i can get my self sorted out.

[Hensley258]

This is obviously obsessive in nature.

It is something that should be checked out. Not by an MD doctor, but by a Psychiatrist or Licenced Psycologist.

I urge you to get help.