what is wrong

[shelly1984]

everything in my life goes wrong no matter what i do. most of the time i'm ok but more and more i get really down and i just want to die, i don't see the point in my life, i'm single and don't really have any friends that understand or that i can talk to. am i depressed or emotional?

[Garthorg]

I hear your pain.  May I offer something that has helped me when I am really in the dumps?  Perhaps you have heard of the Desiderata?

Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.


Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.


Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.


Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.


You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.


Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.


With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.

[Venora Moonwind]

I would say you are depressed.Please see a counselor or a psychiatrist to get evaluated.and go from there. there is a point ot your life and the heavens will guide you to your purpose. In the meantime do exercise like a brisk walk for 30 mins every day. this will bring up your seritonin level and help you to feel better. Cut out the sugar and caffiene as these aggravate depression.   take goo care of yourslef You are worthy to be loved and you are loved.if you qnat to talk to me just message me and I will listen. you are in my prayers.
Love Venora