There's a sebaceous cyst on the top of the shaft of my penis, right in the middle. I'm almost positive it's a sebaceous cyst. And it's driving me crazy. It's always looming at the back of my mind. I'm a virgin because of it. I'm eighteen by the way and in college. I once had a sebaceous cyst before this, and I was so nervous and anxious about it that I cut it off myself. I first used a hot light bulb to melt the contents of the sac. Then I disinfected the area with rubbing alcohol, and did the same for a pair of tweezers. I used the tweezers to break the sac open (and the contents had a foul odor, it was a cheesy substance which I'd assume was sebum mixed with blood), and then picked away the remains of the sac, all the while applying rubbing alcohol to make sure I didn't get an infection. It became a scar, and for a while I was cyst free.
Now the cyst seems to have returned, almost a year later. This cyst is right NEXT to (not on top of) the old scar, so I figure it must be a new cyst altogether. This time I'm in college. I have a roommate. I don't have my own space to operate on myself. And this cyst is doing terrible things to my social life. I feel awkward around women, extremely awkward, especially if I notice them trying to flirt with me. No matter where I am, what I'm doing, who I'm with, I can't really enjoy the situation because this cyst is always on my mind... I know I could go talk to the campus health services, but even if they did remove it, what I grew another one? I've been applying heat to the cyst every day in the shower, and after I do this, it immediately looks smaller, but once it's cooled down, it returns to its original size (one or two mm). It's very noticable (to me at least). I really want it gone. What can I do?