Lana:
To be frank, your symptoms do not add up to a simple diagnosis I have seen. I also can't guess at the meaning of "Acne melaris."
Some of your symptoms sound as though they may be related to the eye or the nervous system, so doctors in thise areas may help.
I will say, however, that anxiety and stress may well be related to these symptoms. If you can't get them to go away by waiting or consulting other physicians, you might want to look into
psychologicalChild neglect and psychological abuse counseling or stress management.
Good luck.
Dr. R
I have had some of the same symptoms that Lana has described. In fact, it's more of a lump in the center of my head. I've had this problem for the last year but this year it's really gotten out of control. Before, little bumps (unnoticeable to the eye but very painful) would come up and hair in that area would fall out or grown in very thin. In the last three or four months it's ridiculous. The hair in that area has fallen completely out and it appears as it it has spread to the left side of my head. The few bumps come and go but after they leave the hair (what little there is and what little that seems to grow there) comes in very coarse, rough and uneven. I've never had a problem with my hair before and this is killing me. I'm practically bald in the back (and now almost on the left side). I haven't been to a dermatologist because I'm too embarrassed. Please help!!
Thank You!
Do yourself a favor, overcome your embarrassment, and see a dermatologist. Your condition needs to be properly diagnosed to be adequately treated.
Best.
Dr. R
Of course, it's not appropriate for me to comment on such a complicated and debilitating condition as yours. I will, however, say that in my expereince people who pick mercilessly at their scalp sometimes have a variant of OCD, or obsessive-compulsive disorder. I suggest you consider visiting a physician (usually a psychiatrist) who specializes in treating this condition. This does NOT mean it's "all in your head" or that you need to talk through your issues. This is an objective condition, for which good psychopharmacologic treatment is available.
Good luck. You can be helped.
Dr. R