Your fasting blood sugar is really high, and sugars can get really high because of pain. I'm not sure if you know that.
Please schedule a doctor's visit. It sounds like you're having problems besides your diabetes, that are affecting your blood sugar.
God bless, get well soon,
Morrowville
Your local hospital's Emergency Room is where you need go. You're a walking time bomb waiting to explode.
Get yourself to the doctors ASAP!