i'm so very sorry for your loss and there is nothing i can say to make you feel better but i just wanted you to know that i've been there before and i took my dog home to pass on with me and i think he suffered a great deal and i always tell myself that i should have let the vet do what he recommended but i to was very selfish and my dog suffered so maybe right now your angry and hurt but you may very well have saved your dog a great deal of pain even tho you feel like you may have made a bad decision i'm almost certain your little bailey is thanking you dogs are somewhat like humans and they don't wanna suffer. i hope your not to hard on yourself your dog is gratefull and in a better place.
How are you doing??? I know you're grieving, but just wanted to let you know we care.
She was sick, and answers sometimes are going to be evasive....I am so sorry for the passing of your pet, she knew your love, you are a compationate pet owner, who loved her pet, and now you have a beautiful, twinkling, pretty star in the evening stars who represents your pet running and playing and guarding the gates of heaven....you pet will share the midnight stars w/all the rest of our four legged best friends and family in their memory...
I am sorry for the duress of how the procedure took place, sometimes things don't go exactly as planned, but know now, that Bailey is not in pain anymore...And, if you can or want to, ask you vet the "whys" and see if you're able to retain some answers...I would!!
I don't know if you'll get your answers, but maybe in time your healing will start,, and you will be able to love another pet deserving of your love...
I wish for you peace, I know it hurts!
Bailey will be twinkling ever so very bright and watching you forever like your angel!!!