And if I stop now it will of been pointless to lose the 10lbs I already have since late May or early June. And I think if I have already started and gotten this far I might aswell conntinue and finish. I just think it would be a waste if I stop now and I would feel like a failer if I stoped now!!!
Oh I get it now read it wrong the first time. Umm ya I only have 14lbs to go then I will of reached my goal. I don't want to stop now when I'm so close to my goal. Anyways 14lbs isent that much. Hopfuly it's enouph to give me a flat stumic though. And once again I'm not even positive I have an eating disorder or not. I hate my body but I haven't been obbsessing over it as much as I was 2 weeks ago. And ever since I stoped obsessing I have lost weight =). Anyways once I have a flat stumic I will be happy. And I still eat it's not like I'm skipping meals anymore. Just small portains. Sorry if I sound rude in this post I don't mean to. I'm just expressing how I feel. So I'm not even positive I have an eating disorder I was just wondering If it's unhealthy to lose 4lbs in 3 days???
To continue to be obsessed with weight and diet is to feed your eating disorder. You won't get better until you make that your goal, not numbers on the scale.