I don't need help. I was looking for people in my situation just to talk to apparently. You don't understand!
If you are suffering from such disorders then you should not be late just take the proper treatment at the right time otherwise you would have to suffer.
For most people in recovery it is not wise to make friends with people who are actively trying to lose weight - like you stated in your last post. What are you looking to get out of communicating with another eating disordered person?