Hi.
I am concerned about symptoms I have been having and was wondering about the likely source.
I was concerned I may have ruptured a blood vessel in my head (from blowing my nose) but I expect that is unlikely.
I have been getting headaches but they seemed more severe over the weekend and now they just seem constant. I have been feeling physically sick, tired, uncoordinated (I fell down a flight of stairs last week), my memory is poor, I'm having trouble concentrating and problem solving. My spatial awareness seems pretty limited. My vision appears to be variable but it could be explained by living in what is essentially a building site. I have been feeling stressed and I have been binge eating.
Emotionally I have been OK. Kind of. There have been events which have triggered me. (Family, finances, lack of support/ therapy, the doctor I saw in my GP's absence (I was told that my projections make him anxious and that he feels frustrated by his inability to help me. I was told it was not my fault if they blamed me or labeled me because of their own insecurities and personal blind spots). The return of my GP, national events (a person shooting and killing a police officer and wounding two others plus a civilian before shooting himself). Animals (I am tired of seeing things being shot, run over, drowned, euthanized, caught in wire, bloating, having its head pulled off, etc, etc).
I feel frustrated by the mhs. I have a psych appointment for the 10th June. I have been offered one psychology session per week with the husband of the psychologist I had issues with previously.
And someone wants to use the computer. My family seem to have no idea about personal space. They're either nagging me, touching me, cramping me into a very small space and even practically sitting on me. I'm tired of everything. I was tempted to take all my medication last night and would have but I left it with my GP yesterday.
I have probably answered my own dumb question.
J