what would you call it

[bipolerchick]

my ex girlfriend calls it bulimia i am 18 and two years ago i use to eat and drink alot of water after to make it not hurt so much to force my self to vomit up my food i did it cause i did not want her to with a fat chick like me and also becasue my step dad made it ovisus he hated being seen in public with his fat *** step kid i stopped for my ex for about hafe a year and after i had my kid in may all i do is started doing it again cause i cant get red of the baby fat i gained wile i was pragnet and its killing me she brock up with me because of it and now i am starting to think i may need help becasue i dont want to keep losing more people and i need her back she is the only girl i have ever really loved and i feel like i pushed her a way i want to stop but dont now how or what to do to stop i cant remeber how to stop but i dont want to live my life this way

[bipolerchick]

ya i now i just hate going throw that kind of stuff

[Zoelula]

You won't get in trouble with your doctor; that is what she is there for. She can't help you if you aren't honest with her. Good for you for deciding to tell her the truth at your next appointment. That is the first step to recovery.

[bipolerchick]

i have a pyic dr i just need to tell her the truth up antell yesterday i was hiding it from everyone but my ex and i desided to talk to my dr on the 7th when i see her iam just scard that i will get in more truble with her then i will when i tell her everything that is wrong with me

[Zoelula]

Good for you for wanting help and to stop the bulimia, not just for your ex, but for YOU. I would suggest you get some help because it's very difficult to do it yourself. Talk to your doctor, get referred to a therapist with experience with eating disorders and/or go to OA, Overeater's Anonymous which has free meetings for people with all kinds of food and body related issues. Best of luck to you!