So sorry to hear what you're going through hun. My advice to you is definitely to find another doctor. There are tons of doctors out there, and not all are good ones. If your doctor isn't listening to you, move on. Find an endo specialist if you can in your area, that will be your best bet. Which doctor did you find in CA? There are 2 good surgeons here, Dr. Cook and Dr. Nezhat, I've seen them both. Ended up getting my surgery done 2 weeks ago with Dr. Nezhat because my insurance covered more with him. Both of them spoke negatively of Lupron btw, they said the side effects are just too severe. If your pain is uncontrollable even with Lupron, and you feel this sick from it, please try something else, don't stay on it! See a specialist for your best options. If you decide to go through with the surgery, make sure you choose a good surgeon. Sounds like you've already done some research, good job! Hope you feel better hun!