BFN this morning

[SueGre]

I really wasn't expecting much. I mean, it's 10 dpo, and I'm 41 and have diminished ovarian reserve. I know it's not over till the witch shows her ugly self, but I'm not counting on anything. We will continue to try! I will do another round of Clomid and keep going to acupuncture. We have a telephone consultation on Monday with an adoption agency. It's good to get that process started. :0)

[Mariana101]

OMG!!!!! SUE!!!! Stop testing my friend... I remember seeing faint lines one day and nothing the other.. and kept asking myself: What the heck did I do to mess this up? Did I just became "unpregnant" all of the sudden? All the hormones we take affect our bodies so the results are not clear until MUCH latter!!!! But I totally understand what you are doing and I will probably do it at the end of November when I should be waiting for the results of my IVF!!!!  My husband was so sad last time and kept asking me not to do hpt but I couldn't help it!!! I would try to keep it quiet but my face was pretty obvious :( .
You know something, the sad part about this is that I am a very upbeat enthusiastic person, work with kids and families as a social worker/therapist and play all day..... this fertility thing afects me more than I give it credit for. Now, Im like: "Ok God.... Im trying to trust you.... don't make it so hard. i'm loosing my patience".

BTW, I have a 15 year old daughter and she is away in boarding school, loving it but I feel that I have an "empty nest" way too early.  She will be a great babysitter though... She is telling me to adopt, and help other children like I do every day:).

Try "La Casa de Pedro" is a Venezuelan restaurant in Arsenal Street, Watertown.... or Orinoco in Brookline Village I think..... they have another one in the South End... Im only saying this because I am from Venezuela and you wanted to go to a Mexican place the other night and ended up in an Irish Pub (Which I love btw,,, nothing like a good Guinness!!!! hahahhaah:)  so I though you can try my kind of food, not spicy like mexican but with tons of flavor!!!!!

Im talking way too much. Im going to go to bed now. Long day tomorrow.

Huggs to ya!

Mariana

[SueGre]

Dammit. I thought I saw a faint line tonight but Rob said he couldn't see anything. I really thought I saw one developing and then it just went away. I cracked open the test and looked and looked and thought there was a pink line, but there wasn't. There just wasn't. I'll test again tomorrow morning and then I'm done testing and will just wait for AF.

[AmyG89]

I just wanted to wish you luck. I live on the South Shore in Holbrook.

[alikat1205]

I am always late with Clomid

[SueGre]

Hi Mariana, I live in Brookline near Coolidge Corner.

This is a tough road we're traveling, isn't it? We are checking out some adoption places. I will gladly let you know what we find out, who we liked and who we want to steer clear of. Next Monday we have a phone consultation with Adoption Network. They claim to place babies in just a couple of months. I'll let you know how it goes.

Sue

[SueGre]

Thanks!!!