Let's pray for the best tom. R Ur levels still increasing?? I hope they see something tom. Pray..it's all u can do.
What was blighted ovum??
I have my moments cuz I just feel like life is just not fair. It's not like I have money to pursue this ivf continuesly. Adoption I m sure is another emotional toll. Gotta think it thru n c what happens.
I know exactly what u mean..I felt like that..scream...cry...hate the world..etc.
It's hard to believe that it's not our time yet even it is everyone else's time. I m married 9 this Jan. When will my time b? In 20 yrs? Just feeling down n emotional today. ;0(
I'm 7w 3d pregnant today. The weird thing is my body doesn't recognize the fact that my pregnancy stopped developing and I still have sore boobs, extreme nausea and tiredness.
I don't remember it happened with my previous m/c, I think I've stopped having symptoms then - but it was blighted ovum, so different from what I have now.
I'm having my last u/s tomorrow and if there's no change, I think I will decide for D&C...
I don't want to re-live the trauma of my first miscarriage, blood loss, huge clotting and pain.
Take care, Lisa:)
Don't think about Mother's day too much, because I know it's very depressing. Look into the future:) and hope for the best!
It is so difficult having to go through all this and worse when there is no one that you can relate with. I'm so happy to have found you guys and thank you all for the welcome. I'm also so nervous and still trying to do whatever I can to remain positive. It's true what someone said (sorry I'm new and don't know every ones names) about IVF... You wait forever to get that BFP and it can quickly turn your emotions upside down. But like every thing else in life there is no gaurantee right!! I'm sure like me you all must have people in your lives that are caring and supportive but they cannot truly understand what we are going through. Before I was blessed with my daughter I had two miscarriages and it was devasting. There was always the oh I'm sorry and I know how you feel comments. But its never really the case, because although they try to, they really do not know. But no matter what we go through and how much we cry and say we will never put ourselves through this again, we still find the strength to do it. I guess its because of the ultimate blessing and gift we will receive once its done. To those of you that have gone through these heartaches, my heart truly goes out to you. Take the time you need to cry, scream, yell and hate the world if you have to. You have to go through that healing process in order to start up again. I'm glad I found you guys and that I can share my thoughts with you. I am here to listen and help however I can. Lets continue to have faith and one day soon we can all enjoy this blessed day.......
Hope u guys r enjoying Ur day. I went to brunch with my mom, sis, n aunt n all was well. Now I feel full n tired. Was reading my Facebook statuses n feel a little down. Everyone writes how happy they feel being a mom n how it changed their life for the better n r so happy to have their children. Times like these I feel like something is missing n empty. It stinks!!!
hi there
how are you? I will be on the antagonist protocol now. i start on day 2 of my cycle and start with blood tests and on puregon, i think day 4 i have the antagonist injection? and day 6 is the u/s and blood. i think the whole process is just 4 weeks as opposed to the long one.
Hope you are doing well. I cant remember if you got a BFP?? i hope you did.
take care xx :)