I'm so sorry this is happen just know you are not a failure by far. This is not something that you had control over. We can not help the hand we are dealt or the hurdles we have to jump in life. We just have to take God with us through out journey and he will gives up strength to face it all. I know it’s hard and hard to deal with but stand strong on Gods word and keep the faith. Don’t give up.
How many times have you tried IVF?
Once again, girls, thank you so much for your precious support!
I've seen my doc today and he said what I expected: my pregnancy is not viable.
I've had another u/s and nothing is changing inside; no baby, no heartbeat.
He gave me time until Monday to get used to the bad news and then he will suggest pretty obvious options for me...
I'm ok only because I was swallowing this whole thing piece by piece since last Friday.
Just a little angry and I feel like a failure.
After thinking a lot about another IVF trial, I don't know if I have enough of emotional strength to do that.
Who knows, maybe we will go with adoption, skipping other options?
I pray for all of you and thanks once again for being like sisters to me!
Welcome back! I know exactly how you feel. But now having a plan makes you feel better hunh? So now I have a plan A, B, and C!!! LOL
I hope to start again soon too. I skipped this period, so maybe the next.
It is gonna hurt, because of the extra money....I am out of pocket for all except the progesterone suppositories and birth control pills! At least this time all the labs and preliminary ultrasounds are done. It certainly is a process....Glad we'll be back sharing the tww agony again!!
I have heard wheatgrass is supposed to be helpful, so I think I am going to add that to my routine....
Thinking about you and hoping for a miracle appt tomorrow!
The costs are higher then I thought. I guess the first time I looked into it, I've read about foster adoptions - they are not so expensive, but the chance is that at the end of the whole process you can still loose the baby, if birth mother wants her back...I have phone number to a lady from the state of Illinois office so I will call her and ask about details.
I'm considering adoption attorneys and agencies. The process can be long and it's good and bad: good because you can save the money in a meantime and bad...because you won't see the baby too soon. I don't have any numbers so far, but if you "google" it, there are separate lists for every state and you can contact them by email or by calling.
We will try one more time with regular IVF, but we will go with best clinic in Illinois.
Thanks God, our insurance pays for the whole thing, so we will only have to save money for adoption...
I pray for you and all of the girls here!
Hi Everyone,
Sorry for not being around for a while. I needed a timeout to clear my mind after the BFN!!
I'm seeing my doctor on May 25th, I've also made an appointment for an acupuncturist and nutritionist. I am moving full steam ahead and am planning on doing it when my cycle starts in June.
Looking forward to sharing this roller coaster ride with you all again!
Sending lots of love and baby dust!!