also yes i have constipation and diarea sometimes at the same time but thats only a side affect. it dosent matter how i eat i cant have a full bowel movement ...maybe thats a blockage ?
the glass was a dumb choice of cocaine use with a broken mirror just to clarify
It sounds like you have constipation. You can feel much better if you get this under control. Even the depression may go right away. You may be very vitamin deficient.
I'm not clear on how you got into glass, but you will need a few tests to determine the cause of your GI problems. Don't give up.