Good morning,
I often visit massage parlours where the masseuses provide hand jobs or protected oral sex. I often worry that the masseuse forgets to put a condom on before providing oral sex and I don't notice. Or if I am receiving a hand job whilst the masseuse is on top of me I convince myself that perhaps the masseuse inserted my penis into her vagina without me noticing.
Would I be able to notice these things if they happened? I am constantly stressing that I have caught HIV when I visit these massage places. Is there a chance I could get HIV from these actions?
I would appreciate any thoughts or help with this.
Thank you for your time