Hello. I am a 25 year old male, healthy and in good shape.
8.5 weeks (59 days) ago I had unprotected receptive & insertive anal intercourse with a transexual lady who sleeps for cash (she does modeling,has a dayjob and is a student also)
She went raw inside me doggystyle so I could not see if it was protected or not in the beginning, and after a few seconds I realised it but went along with it due to the heat of the moment. After about 40 sec she pulled out and I penetrated and ejaculated inside her even though she tells explicitly in her "ad" she doesn't do these kinds of things (we hit it off, I guess)
After the sex, we chatted casually, and after asking her about her status, she replied that she's clean and promised to send me her latest bloodwork results first thing in the morning.Despite all that I could not sleep that night and thought about taking PEP. Did not do that. First big mistake.
In the morning I got the results which were negative. This made me confident but just in case I asked if she has had unprotected sex with anyone recently. She replied (paraphrase) "No, and stop it, this is getting annoying and hurtful. Don't worry!"
But still,something was wrong. The fact that there were no dates on the results (probably cut them not to disclose other info such as name & ID), the HIV negative paper was heavily folded & looked a bit worn out as if its a lot older that several weeks. So I waited some more, and decided it is for the best to take PEP just in case.
Took it approx. 46 hours after potential exposure. An urologist told me 'take PEP and after a month the test will be 99% conclusive'.
I have a girlfriend who I truly love and i figured she should not know. I mean, its like 99.something% negative so why not let it go and just try not to hurt her? But I fell for the vagina trap & we did have sex, about 3 times in the first 2 weeks.. 3 times to many.
Then came Day 17 after exposure - swollen lymph node on the neck (which is still present but small), mild ear pain and a red and sore bump on the scalp. All on the same side.
I did a blood & urine test on Day 21 which came out negative except for Ureaplasma.
During the next 2 weeks I tried not to sleep with my girl but fell for it again twice. Week 5 after exposure was the turn for the worst when I started experiencing weird muscle pain all over. Did another bloodworm 38 days after exposure - negative.
Well by now you would dismiss my case and move along... Not so fast! I read in a PEP study that all the PEP failures subsequently the seroconvertions didn't show anything up until week 12. They got tested at week 4, 12 & 24. All except one were 12week POSITIVE...
So now I say to myself 'this **** sucks, I'll test at 8 weeks and whatever the result is, I can't hold this any longer. I'll tell my gf (she has an important exam on tge 21 of april and it would devastate her to much, I need to wait)
Day 44 - pimples and redness on my neck, upper chest and face (still present, some disappeared some new appeared)
Day 49-56 - fatigue. Every move is heavy, head is wobbly, can't concentrate.
Day 57- back pain while inhaling, now its just mild chest pain. No fever.
Some more symptoms - on and off sore throat & coughing, head aches on and off, groin& penis pain (Ureaplasma-> Urethritis), a 3 day jaw pain (TMJ?) With a lymph node swollen behind it, triceps redness...
Today, day 59, I took my REAL blood test probably. I have a sore throat, almost no chest pain, same neck lymph node from day 17 though a lot smaller, I feel anxious like hell. These past few months lasted like a lifetime. My gf has a weaker immune system than me and has been experiencing some small symptoms like chest&face pimples, head aches, coughs and small fatigue. If infected, I feel as though my world would crash til in unrecognition.
The trans woman was contacted by me 6 days ago and went on with the same spiel about her being healthy and me being offensive, she added that its psychological. When asked about her April test (she told me she does each month), she replied 'I didn't do it yet, after the holidays I'll do and you'll get it'.... Well she seemed believable all they way and she does have a lot to lose. But my symptoms... What can they be other than HIV acute retroviral symptoms??
I will update soon as I get the results but I really need some support right now.
Thank you and have a lovely day!