Plz do not post if u are frustrated with me etc etc... its just that i am scared/paranoid .... and i wanna know my risk.... thats y i am posting again and again...
I had posted my risk b4 also but instead of ppl giving me the actual view they tend to scare me or are frustrated with me or give answers in a dramatical way which is not understood by me...cud sumone pls give me a SIMPLE answer to my question below :
i know i may be a pain in the *** but i am back again... sorry for that...
Well i did not wanna indulge into all this but a frnd forced me into it.
The exposure is as follows :
I went to a Massage parlour in India..
The woman took me to a cabin which had a chair and a towel on top of it...(on the seating position).
I opened my shirt and pants and she gave me a hand job....i did not have any cuts on my penis... but my balls(testicles).......had a small scratch etc (due to excessive itching).... well the woman asked me if i wanted her to apply cream or powder..i requested for powder...
then i closed my eyes and sat on the chair... i dunno if she applied cream or powder... But she did apply sumthing... then she started stroking my penis and i pressed her breasts.(she unhooked her bra). i opening my eyes and then after 1 min or so...i 'came'... ...
what i am worried abt is that ... the scratch or cut which i had on my balls...(it wasnt bleeding for sure as i had checked them after she finished and later again after i reached home) i am worried that wht if she had sum vaginal secretions or blood in her hand and that came in contact with my cut/scratch on my testicles? cud i get hiv?
how long does hiv live outside the human body?
i know i may sound stupid...but then this thought doesnt leave me that .. "What if " she had some vaginal secretions or blood in her hand and she rubbed on my testicles ( my testicles are very sensitive and if i touch them i feel that Tickle...but i did not feel that when she touched me... i really dunt know if she touched it or not.
After i came i washed myself and went home... checked everywhere...near testicles and even rubbed a lil on that cut/scratch and no bleeding was found...
Am i at risk?
pls help me...do i need any tests? no other exposure...no sexual intercourse or oral etc nothing.
sorry for the trouble.