Thought you went by NerviousNelly111?
Different person? What do you think of my story?
Nervousnelly,
i can imagine your anxiety, but its better to be polite. Teak does this day in and day out and is here to support and help --- so I feel you ought to show him that basic human to human respect. Be polite please. Remember, you did this to yourself, and agree or not agree, you are free to go get tested and face your anxieties. Just be glad that teak took the time to read your post, to answer. Despite his short and direct answers, i think he / Teak means well. Remember this forum and this site has millions of hits / views. The fact that he takes time to respond shows his commitment and his knowledge.
Now, why not go get rested to alleviate your anxiety. Not sure if it will help you 100%, but it surely will take some of that pressure off. Stay well and stay calm.