Condom poked hole paranoid

[Anonymous20018]

I had sex with a csw she provided the condom had vaginal intercorse didn’t notice any breakage or pop on condom. Condom was intact but when I pulled out I noticed the condom loose from the tip I got paranoid thinking she stabbed a small hole on the condom. 2 weeks after felt on/off headache , dizzy persistent  ,  diahrea persistent, dry mouth and mild sore throat.  What are my chances of getting infected if there was a poked hole on condom? Please help

[Anonymous20018]

Thank you I just get flashbacks and keep thinking I got infected I don’t have symptoms anymore but still have hiv in the back of my head I regret going with a csw I won’t ever go hire one ever again I learned my lesson

[AnxiousNoMore]

You know all about condom rips and risks from the advice on your last thread. it makes no sense that she would put a hole in the condom this time, so see your doctor to discuss this odd fear - as you say, "paranoid.'

[Anonymous20018]

Last thread said nothing about rips though

[AnxiousNoMore]

Here it is again. "No one got HIV from touching or oral activities in 40 years of HIV history, so likely no one will in the next 40 years of your life either. the condom did not fail or else it would be a large rip down the seam and hang in tatters. "

I suggest you reread all of the previous advice again because you seem to be too anxious to have understand it all.
There is no purpose in starting this new thread about the same situation. Consider therapy to help you deal with this fixation on HIV which is preventing you from living a normal relaxed life that you deserve since you can't have HIV.