please read my story below.............
from october last week to december first week of this year (around 1 and half month) i visited a single strip club. i visited the club nearly 1 or 2 times in each week. every time i took 1 or 2 lap dances with different girls (so totally around 18-20 lap dances). previously i dint know that hiv/std can transmit even by semen or vaginal fluids. when i come to know this, i totally scared of the hiv/std infection and cant able to do the day-to-day activities, including my daily food
every time i visited the club (with shaved cuts on face some times, which were only 4-5 hours old, no cuts bigger than 3-4 millimeter across), i took 5-10 mins of lap dance every time. i dint noticed any active bleeding for any of my cuts for any lap dance, but some times i might have scrached the cuts with my nails (not to bleeding) before lap dance. in the lap dance, i only kissed and/or rubbed my face over the neck, between/on the breasts, some times on butts and thighs (never did that on her vagina) on the girl.
what scarring me is that, if her vaginal fluids presents on her butts/thigh or on her body surface or traces of semens from the previous customer to whom she gave a lap dance or traces of bloods, if its infected, (i cant able to see any blood traces in any dance), come in contact with my shaved cuts when i was rubbing my face on it. this is extreamly scaring me
apart from this..... in the whole dance, she rubbing her vagina with panty, on my hard penis with underwear and thin pant between. after i cummed in my pant, she was still rubbing it for about 5-10 seconds
please answer my below queries
1) is there any of my shameless activities causes hiv or any type of std? any risk from these type of lap dances?
2) what about the shaved cuts which comes in contact with vaginal fluids or semens when i rubbed my face on her butts or thigh?
3) how long these shaved cuts takes time to heal or restrict hiv/std infection
4) what is the chances of infection from her rubbing vagina on my cummed penis across my underwear or thin pant?
5) some times i might have rubbed my eyes from my fingers which touched her butts/thighs where vaginal fluids or semen may exists? what about the infection thro eyes, nose and ears?
6) how long these hiv exists on her body surface as i explained
7) even if i took many lap dances with almost different girls, is there any risk of infection?
8) in my thinking, even if one hiv/std cell enters the body thor blood strem, its causes hiv infection. is it true? or is it required certain amount of fluids (like full 1ml or 2ml) to cause the infection
9) do you recommend me to take a hiv/std test?
waiting for your reply..... thanks for your information