I got involved with someone who is hiv positive withithout protection for about 3 minuets. the next day i was sweating after eating or a brisk walk.This lasted for over a week.I was scared and extremely anxious so i abused antidepressants birol and stressol ,my mouth got dry and developed a white patches.I also had sore joints and swollen lymph nodes after 2 months.To date my toung feels like it has grains of sand imbedded in it and i have been having abcesses on my cheaks ever since.I have read somewhere that hiv can hide in tissues and lymph nodes.I had a test and collected the results yestreday 2 and a half months which read NON REACTIVE.
What i find odd about this is that it is not comming from the original lab from which the dr filled in while at his office Ampath Laboritories but from Leslie Marais Laboritories...Could my dr avoiding telling me that im indeed positive.Another thing is that the form was written Final ...could it have been interdeterminant and then sent to another lab for confirmation.Mr Dr usually spends time talking to me but when i collected these resuilts he just said its conclusively negative,use condoms and gave me the report dismissively.
I am very worried that ive messed up my life due to one stupid moment of lust.