What is the secret to do?

[aaa314]

I also know 80 days before I had a relationship with a prostitute and was a commercial for oral sex the penis less than a minute without a condom
And vaginal sex twice in the same time using a condom did not see a cut or tear the condom
Conducted eight tests for AIDS and all negative
Conducted test hiv Duo 4 times and the latest was after five weeks of the relationship was negative
Antibody after 47 days and was negative
Antibody test after 10 weeks and was almost negative
And you say no risk, you say definitively
What is the secret of the symptoms me
I have a fungus in the mouth and tongue, white beans and red and I have a rough tongue and paint it orange
I fear, anxiety and mental Avkdani
Thinking about suicide
Please help me Is it possible that the anxiety and fear and anxiety and thinking about the symptoms affect the person

I need your help I am isolated from everything

[justacomment]

Hope this helps,

I never slept with a prostitute but had way too many girl friends in the last 10 years.

In the past 3 years I started to get these anxiety attacks, and I started to believe that I am infected. All that started after I got sick (very strong flu), which lead me to hospital, because my throat, and nick were swollen so much, and after few swabs showing negative for any bacterial infection, I started to panic more, because the only thought in my head was that I have a viral infection that I am not aware of and its triggering all these symptoms.

Idiotically, I thought that the best solution would be contacting every girl I slept with, and try to get her checked. You cannot imagine how much time, money, effort and sleepless nights I spent on that.

The story goes, and I could not make myself believe I am not infected with hiv. Then it went far more than that, I started to "believe" that I am developing the symptoms oh hiv, including swollen glands, night sweats, .... while I actually didn't have any, and it was just anxiety.

Every time I look at my tongue, I make my self believe that its white because its std related and not because of decaffeinated coffee.

At one point I started to feel pain in my chest, and literally ended going to ER.

Anyway, One day I decided to go to all the tests, and I did, I went to private clinics, one after one, because I wanted to get the results right away, and ALL came negative.

One piece of advice, if your hiv is negative, just believe it and don't force yourself to believe in all that, because anxiety would kill you.

My life after the tests:
I am not having any symptoms of any kind.
I feel good all the time.
I am not worrying about the "evil" infection that I am not aware of.
I do not sleep with anyone who is not tested hiv negative 3 months after their last partner.

My advice for you:
Stay away from prostitutes, they would bring you nothing but troubles.
Believe you are ok, herpes or any other std but hiv are not a problem because almost all of them are bacterial and can be cured. Although its better to avoid them.
Stop panicking, and if you have problem with that, go get tested again, and you will get a negative;)
hiv is not as common as you think, but you wont realize that until you read about it knowing you are absolutely negative.


Cheers.....

[aaa314]

Thank you very much, Sir, the answer
I appreciate your helpfulness and creativity here
You are truly wonderful

[Teak]

See a doctor for your symptoms.

[aaa314]

You mean to fungi and oral thrush and I have a rough tongue
Nothing to do with the hiv

What if it caused?
Is it possible that the anxiety and fear and penance continued in hiv symptoms and causes that?

[Teak]

http://www.medhelp.org/posts/HIV-Prevention/Do-I-really-sound-AIDS-Please-help-me/show/1356206?personal_page_id=1805717#post_6192693

[aaa314]

May soon go to help mentally

But fungal mouth Maalaguetha psychological situation

[Teak]

Seek professional mental help. You never had a risk of contracting HIV.