. right now from what i am seeing from the internet i am fricking out please I need your advise. by the way I had no other symptom than swelling lymph node under my jaw. I have been a health person all my life.
A swelled lymph node could be a symptom of dozens of any other things. It is not specific of HIV. I don't even know why you are so concerned about HIV, since you said you have always had protected sex.