Hello doctor. First of all, thanks for your taking the time to answer my question. I'm a foreigner, and my English is very poor, but I'll try my best to express my experience. Maybe a bit long, and I'll say as detail as possible. Please have a look and analysis. Please!
Half a month ago, I went to a big bathing place, and when I met a temptation from a gir who worked there, I didn't contorl myslf. That girl did a masturbation for me without any protection (I mean the condom). However, there wasn't any sexual relation between us. During this process, she wore neatly. I didn't touch her any key part, like her genitalia or her nipple(maybe I touched across her clothes in careless). Just touched her clothes around her breast or her leg skin. What was a worse, she was back at me when she did it, and I was lying on the bed and didn't look. So I don't know if she used her mouth(I mean oral sex).First, I didn't felt that. And what's more, I told her not to do that. In the middle of this process, I looked her head was up and down, I got scared, and said: please not use your mouth. She answered that she used her chin. I made a ejaculation later, but not cleared at once, maybe 1 minute later, using a new wet paper. At that time, I saw there was no small wound on my balanitis. Well, in this process, she used warm water. Before this, she did a massage by her hands.
It's all that I can remember and I've made every effort to recall that. I live in remorse and fear everyday, even have hallucinations. To tell the turth, these days, I search about HIV on the internet, and when I have any symptom, I'll connect with this disease. At first, I felt a bit hot and a little tired. But now, I feel my boby is in a good condition. However, I still in fear, and so much!
I've said all I can remember. Please help me analysis. Thank you very much!! There was no sexual relation, no kiss and no touch on her key parts!!
Thanks, sincerely !!!