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This forum cannot help you, you never had an exposure.
Technically im trying to convince my self else wise that im not infected thats why i was asking about the virology. and as far as therepy and trying a new ocd i do yoga and hyptherepy and work out and trying to get a job. so please dont think that im convinced im looking for validation that this hoorible human being lied to me that i didnt contract any forum
Ditto Teak. You've got your mind made up that this could be HIV related, despite being told there's no way it would be possible. I even shared a link with you from our expert forum, explaining that your concerns about rare strains are invalid, it's not realistic.
Whatever you're doing to treat your anxiety, it's clearly NOT working. You need to work on changing your train of thought. As for meds, anxiety can be treated with meds other than the ones that affect serotonin. You need to be treated by a good mental health professional.
One last time, you DO NOT HAVE HIV....any "symptoms" you had are completely irrelevant. You've tested 300 times, if you were infected, you better believe you'd have had many + test results.
I hope you can move past this, but like teak said, there is just nothing more WE can offer you on an HIV forum...as you don't have an HIV concern.
As you were told before, we can't be of any help to on this forum.
I was forced sex with a guy who tested negative he told me this. before he told me this i had acute hiv symptoms all of them sore throat body aches canker sore abdominal pain throwing up diareeha night sweats fatigue body aches. and missed nineteen periods. i have hsc type one which makes me more suptible trust me im not arguing just trying to see other peoples points to and last year i got oral thrush and i lost alot of weight in the acute whatever it is. so if u have a beter insight let me know i just wanna feel safe. thank u vance
To think you have some new form of HIV is very irrational.
Teak im in therepy that doesnt make the fear go away and i had the acute symptoms wich i would like to know if they were contributed theres nothing wrong with knowing if u have a rare strain of hiv. i was hoping sombody understood virology beter then i. nurse girl same i have delt with the incident. but the fear is real i want my life back but i want guarantee how would u feel if u had symptoms but was told u were given a strain that no one will find till u die. hurtsad i cant have ssri ive had seritonin syndrome
u need to treat ur anxiety and seek medical advice, i think they will treat u with SSRI`s and i think it will help
Ditto what teak said. That's the same thing I told you in a PM also. If you cannot identify that this is an anxiety issue, then I'm not sure what to tell you. Testing 300 times is indicative of some pretty significant anxiety, maybe even OCD.
You most likely need to deal with what happened to you, with a professional. You do NOT have HIV. Like I already told you the "rare strain undetectable by any HIV test" theory is not reality. That's a "what if" question people with anxiety dream up.
Get yourself some help, there is nothing else we can tell you.
Seek professional mental help, you are beyond the scope of help that this or any other online forum can help you with.