Thanks. Yea....I don't recall any evidence of semen. I looked on my boxers and bed but did not see any. I remember my night well and don't remember anything concerning hurting my butt except a girl squeezing my butt while dancing on the dance floor. I guess that could theortically make it hurt but I doubt it.
LOL....thats the only thing I remember that could have happened to my butt but seems like that would not cause a pain in the actual hole area. Yea 1 in 80 is not terrible which is good and could be lower. Any one else care to chime in? Thanks a lot chip!!
well...a point to add, is that you didn't find evidence of any semen - so that cut's down on the risk by quite a bit and also may indicate that the rapist used a condom, or even better, you weren't even raped at all. could be that you had some kind of traumatic injury whilst drunk...all sorts of scenarios come into play when you get drunk.
going back to your point...worst case scenario i think, the odds are 1 in 80 with a positive person for receptive anal. odds definitely in your favour, but not low enough to not test.
Thanks chipdawg. I am praying it did not happen. Seems like I would have some memory or something of the actual rape. It actually happened about 16 days ago...I wrote the post a while ago but just got around to posting it...forgot to edit that and change the date.
Yea....if I got hiv from something like this I think I would lose my mind. Do you think worse case scenario if this rapist didnt use protection and had hiv my odds would be high of contracting it? I mean I read like 1/70-1/200 but I guess if thats right odds are I dont have hiv even in the worst case scenario.
I really hope I am just being paranoid. But sometimes I think back to the pain I felt and it was so deep...just not like an anal pain I have experienced before. I also remember with the pain I had a burning feeling running through my anus into my pheriphal area and even up the beginning of my penis. I just remember thinking what a strange pain.
This was when I woke up in the middle of the night feeling sick. Actually its that pain that makes me worry most. I have never had such an odd pain like that and it felt so deep. I wish I could take a test today and hopefully see that I did not catch hiv if it happened. I can live with being raped and get over it fine, but I cannot live with being raped and catching hiv. Im not sure what I would do. I pray this didn't happen.
jeez. horrible story, if this actually happened to you. i can understand why you are panicking, but you may just be paranoid. hopefully this is the case. otherwise, it's a good idea to take an hiv test, just in case you were raped. if it was 3 days ago, i think you can take a combo test (4th gen) for conclusive 4 week results. wishing you all the best. stay off the vodka and stick to beer!