YOU NEVER HAD A RISK FOR HIV!!!
Your jaw is most likely sore from clenching your teeth which is triggered by your ANXIETY. Poking and prodding it for HOURS is just making it more painful and is reinforcing your anxiety.
When you get tested 28 days post exposure (which you NEVER had) make sure it is a 4th generation DUO test. IT WILL BE CONCLUSIVE!!!!!
You do NOT have to retest in 3 weeks and again in 3 months.
If, after testing, you are STILL having fears and uncertainty, please look into therapy.
@RubyWitch
Hi , I really really appreciate you commenting and helping me out .
Im trying my best to stay calm and positive but anything thats different in my body my mind automatically links it with HIV symptom .
Like yesterday my right jaw felt a bit weird , so for HOURS I was touching and feeling my jaw , neck , back of ear , searching for any lumps or swollen parts , I was really freaking out . I called HIV hotlines and spoke with specialists for a long time , this is a really hard time for me .
I will get tested asap once the 28 days pass , then again in 3 weeks and 3 months .
I will try to stay positive but the fear is always in my head unfortunately , its now just a waiting game for me and I pray to GOD that everything turns out good and I am healthy , Im asking for a second chance , I will never ... ever ... pay for an escort again , Im done with that ! Definitely learned my lesson , and will be alot more safer now .
You had NO RISK for HIV.
It sounds like your doctor is being very thorough checking for STD's
If you can't get past the fear of HIV, get tested at 28 days post exposure with a 4th generation DUO.
Again, you do not have HIV and STD'S are curable. You really must relax and trust your doctor.
RubyWitch
So I went to the doctors couple days ago and explained to him my situation and he told me I had symptoms of gonorrhea and offered to give me the medicine for it , which was 1 shot and 4 tablets . I asked him how come my test results came back negative and he wasnt too sure about that . So he gave me the medicine and this was basically to cover alot of STD's . He also asked me to pee in a cup and to take my blood . And he also put a cotton swab in my penis which hurt like crazy !
Im trying to stay clam , I really ham doing my best , but just the fear of HIV is very anxious to me . Tmr would have been 2 weeks since the encounter .
Who said you had a yeast infection? Did I miss something?
Do you have any allergies?
Your itching could simply be dry skin. Or anxiety, which you are fixating on as "something scary and related to HIV."
Take a bath with baking soda and if you have some lotion like Dermasil or Vaseline.........something without a bunch of perfume crap, use that.
STOP freaking out.........it is NOT helping in any way! Whatever is going is NOT related to HIV!!!!!!!!!!! Your doctor will give you all your answers tomorrow. And please see your doctor, not that clinic you went to!
Keep in touch and PLEASE calm down!!!
RubyWitch
Alright , Im def going to go to my doctors tmr .... I wanted to go today but once I finished work he was closed .
Quick update and question : I got home today and went on my laptop then I noticed I started itching quite a bit all over my body ... I tried to keep my mind away from thinking about it but I would get the urge to sratch random places on my body , Im trying to control myself , theres no real red bumps or blisters but on some areas the skin is dry and little piece of skin peeled off .... Im really scared right now .
I tried doing some research .... I hope Im dealing with ONLY yeast infection and nothing more serious .... Im going to the doctors tmr but how do I deal with the itching ? what can it be ?.... is it possible for the yeast infection to affect my body all over with itching ?
There are a number of other STD's you could have acquired and I'm a bit surprised this clinic did not test for them.
SYPHILIS can be contracted from oral sex and with the symptoms you've described, I suggest you go to your doctor immediately. Syphilis requires a blood test for an accurate diagnosis. This is NOT an STD you want to ignore!!!!
You can also acquire herpes, HPV, HEP A, B and C as well as gonorrhea and chlamydia.
You NEVER had a risk for HIV.
SEE YOUR DOCTOR! NOW.
Guys Im really scared right now : - (
I called my sexual health clinic about my urine tests results for chlamydia and gonnarea ... and both of them came back Negative ! .... I was freaking out because if Im negative for both those sti .... then how come Im having all these problems like discharge puss from my penis ... lower abdominal pain .... penis discomfrt .///..... my balls hurt at times ...... odor from my penis ...
It must mean I have something alot worse ?? could it be possible that I have HIV ??? I was freaking out yesterday soo bad ...... I went back to the health clinic and I think they are doing a retest and checking for other infections . I did pee in 2 cups and they examed my penis and put a cottom swab around the tip
PLEASE HELP GUYS , IM REALLY PARANOID RIGHT NOW..... WHAT COULD I HAVE /??? they told me to go to the doctors because I tested negative and dont know what I have atm ..
NO RISK from kissing.
NO RISK from the oral sex she performed without condom
NO RISK from protected insertive vaginal sex
NO RISK from the protected anal sex attempt
NO RISK from the second round of protected insertive vaginal sex. (She was VERY smart to make you change condoms......she was protecting herself from a number of infections)
While unprotected oral sex is not a risk for HIV, it CAN put you at risk for other STD's. Some of which can be extremely serious if left untreated.
With the symptoms you've described, I STRONGLY suggest you see your doctor and tell him/her the complete truth regarding your exposure. This will ensure they test you for all possibilities.
The best way to "stop freaking out" about contracting HIV is to educate yourself about safe sex and practice it every single time.
If you you were using condom during vaginal intercourse you are safe, receiving unprotected oral sex isn't a risk, don't worry, you are fine.