Risky activity

[Arcupdate]

Hello its good that there got a lot of information on your forum.I am living in middle East and had a couple of times hooking with chinese prostitutes which is a hidden business here.Everytime i used protection but usually the condoms are provided by them and i know it's difficult to roll back a condom that is used but there maybe a chance but it didn't break or leak i think.Maybe cheapest onesbut all latex condom.They while ******* don't stop unless last drop is out even you say you came.One time i had a 2 times oral sex with a malaysian hooker and each session lasted about 15 mins with me ejaculating in her mouth which she allowed.I noticed by her activities that she's not that safe in sex so I didn't penetrate her.I had some bruises in my penis caused due to mastrubation habits maybe with out lubricant at that time while she performed the blow job.Sometimes this girl was biting on shaft of penis softly.I didn't see any bleeding gums or cuts just looking her mouth but I don't know but I suppose nobody would be comfortable doing a blow job with a ulcer or bleeding in ones mouth.I didn't also see bleeding in my penis or tooth marks.she was sometimes spraying something in her mouth looks like mouthwash maybe.You may know sexual activity is something where your brain freezesout and for that pleasurable moment once thinking ability is lost.Now I am planning to switch my job and can't have a test here because the authorities here will put you in jail and deport you if found hiv positive.I can't go back to my country before new job to get a test.Now I am going to take a risk as health checkup is mandatory here before job change.But before that to be brave i just need an expert opinion what my chances would be to be hiv positive.Anyway now I have decided not to risk my life again with danger activities.You know even medical test is mandatory here the authorities here won't test these hookers as they mostly come in visit visa for a short visit to make money.
Thank you

[AnxiousNoMore]

Oral is not a risk for HIV. Only HIV sex risks are unprotected penetrating anal or vaginal.
If a condom fails, it is a large visible rip down the seam so it is in tatters and very visible to each person.
Not sure what all the rest of your post is about since it touches on many subjects.