I am currently 17 years ago and 3 years ago when i was 14, i had unprotected sex with the maid for about 3minutes at the time who was married and had kids.....i don't know what took over me and i still to this day feel really bad of what i did and can't forgive myself and now all of a sudden i am beginning to worry if i may have contracted something like "HIV" and i can't tell my mother because she will be furious with me and kick me out of the house and i dont know what to do and i read that hiv can turn into full blown "aids" within 5-10 years and since i had my encounter 3 years ago i am really scared if i will die or something :( i CANNOT tell my mother and my plan is that at the end of the summer i will be going abroad to uni by myself and to see a doctor then...will this work and any advice? I'm really scared :(