To all of you,..please, please, please, please, please just read this and help me!!!!!!!!!!

[boken]

Hello all,

As I already mentioned I had protected sex with sex worker on Apr 15. But I ejeculated inside of vagina and just after the girl pushed me when
i pull my penis it was still erected. I pulled out the condom. I am young and I didn't have much experience on this sex things,..this is my only
second time. I got this sex worker because when i got sex with my girl friend I ejeculate so early after 3-5 minutes,..so I just felt to have sex
with other girl then i come this prostitute and came to this situation,...so so feeling guilty and regreting :((((((((((((

So, ejeculating while the penis still in the vagina is riksy? (while wearing condom) that is my most concern!


From Apr 24, after 10 days I started to have muscle and joint pains and rash on my chest.

then I started to have all the HIV primary symptoms such as diarhea, fever, headache, swollen lymph nodes, sweating just after 2 -3 weeks.

From the 4 th week I have developed YELLOW TONGUE and White patches on the letheral borders of my tongue...

Now, almost all symptoms are getting disappeared but I started to develop rash on my face and around my neck.

I got HIV antibody test after 2 weeks which was negative and including all STD also negative. Now I coultn't wait for 3 months and I gave
PR- PCR test last week, results are coming next week (I think)

All these symptoms are killing me,...I don't know what to do and I don't know whom to tell,..I am totally going crazy..for 4 weeks I didn't do
anything and just laid on my bed and searching on the net.

Please answear my questions, tell me how much risk do i have? And specially this YELLOW TONGUE and WHITE PATCHES on the border of my tongue ???????


I found that white patches on the border of my tongue was called HAIRY LEUKOPLAKIA which ussually exists on HIV + people I also read that
there may be rare case that  hairy leukoplakia exists on HIV -,... it is sooooooooooooooooo scaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Please help me,...I just want to do suicide but I know I can do it too, I wish someone just shot me,...

[Teak]

The symptoms are scarying you, YOU are scarying yourself. If you have a concern see your doctor. It has nothing to do with HIV but it could also be something else. Have it checked out instead of playing guessing games on the computer.

[boken]

Thank you thank you TEAK for your positive comment.

But all these symptoms are making me crazy,...but thing is as I said I am not sure because I didn't have much experience using condoms and I don't knwo whether it is used properly... so i am stressing,..

Anyway, thank you very much the link above is also scarying me.

[Teak]

Whatever your problems are they have nothing to do with HIV. You had protected sex and that means no risk.

[boken]

Please look at this

When associated with HIV or AIDS, hairy leukoplakia may be one of the first signs of infection with HIV. It was originally thought that this condition only ever occurred in people with HIV but there have since been cases in other people with suppressed immune systems such as organ transplant recipients and chemotherapy patients. It is often the first sign that the immune system is weakening and that the person may be at increased risk of a more serious infection waiting to manifest.


http://dermnetnz.org/site-age-specific/hairy-leukoplakia.html