So you have HSV1, so does over have the population. As you been told you need to seek professional mental help instead of playing on an HIV forum.
you need help of a mental health
You had ((Obsessive Compulsive Disorder ))
Good grief, stop it. You did not contract HIV from a hand job. No one ever has, and no one ever will. It's like saying you got pregnant from sitting down on a toilet seat, or that you caught bubonic plague by masturbating. It is a physical impossibility - HIV just doesn't work that way. If it did, there would be many, many more millions of people running around with HIV than is currently the case.
As for why you have oral ulcers and "changes in vision" (whatever those may be), who, on an Internet forum, will be able to tell you that? No one here can tell you why this is happening (though I have a pretty good guess), they can only tell you why it isn't happening: HIV. You may safely stop convincing yourself that you are the only person in the history of the HIV epidemic to have contracted it as a result of receiving a hand job, because you aren't.
A better use of your time may be to determine why you cannot get past this. What else is going on in your life that you have decided to fixate on HIV as a preferable alternative to facing up to it, whatever it is? Figure that out and you will be free of you HIV anxiety forever.
hey fago, stop making fun of my story its ture, i got hiv through hand job
Go to a doctor and stop bothering people who have actual HIV risks. You've posted your story a million times, and it's not going to change.
Whats up bro, why am I haveing oral out break inside my mouth. It freaking hurts.
I have change of vision, body aches, and muscle pain.
Because you are not normal. Start to use lustral and Stilizan. Also, atarax:)
go see a doctor! it is not HIV! negative is a negative is a negative! You are negative!