down so maybe there was a nick in it with her fingernails? Then she put it back in her mouth for about 30 seconds. Then I had vaginal sex that lasted only a minute or two. When I withdrew the condom was intact, I held it and it had all the *** contained within it. I couldn't see any holes or rips. Could there have been something about her putting the condom in her mouth or unrolling with fingernails that could have comprimised the condom?
Anyway, about 3 weeks later I started have twitches and nerve pain sensations. At 4.5 weeks this subsided mostly but I developed an extremely dry mouth (xerostomia) which I still have now at the 8 week mark and one of the few unmedicated related causes is hiv. At about 5 weeks I had lost a fair amount of weight, lost my appetite and felt nausea. I have a very dry scalp. My digestive system is not working properly. My stools are very soft and pale and I go for days without passing anything. Just this week i've developed a rash that exactly matches the description of the seroconversion rash. It has a raised flat bumps and general redness blotchiness on my torso. I feel like **** and always want to stay in bed.
In short I'm convinced I have hiv from this situation and I'm sure from the symptoms I'm describing you could understand why. I find out my results in a week but I'm now trying to work out how I can cope with a positive diagnosis.
Could a severe dry mouth lasting 5 weeks and counting be caused by anxiety?