Hello, I hope you can help me. I am a 23 year old guy. I admit having severe anxiety issues and I am diagnosed with OCD. I decided to stop being "paranoid" and met up with a guy from a gay social networking site. Earlier that day (morning) I bit my lip a little while eating. Verly late that evening I met this guy at his place and we were laying in bed touching each other and just cuddling (i was clothed he was in boxers) this went on for quite some time and eventually I started masturbating him and I touched his balls and I think I even came into contact with his anus briefly (with my hands). he masturbated himself then and I masturbated myself with the exact same hand I masturbated him with. while doing all this I grabed his balls and he grabed mine until I ejaculated. we occasionally kissed while masturbating closed mouth mostly bit he tried french kissing but Not long. after I ejaculated I washed my hands etc and he was still masturbating.I left snd don t think he ejaculated. The following day I noticed a flat spot on my finger the size of a dot (pen) I tend to wash my hands until they feel clean so I cut open the little white spot until i felt clean...With ocd you think of a million ways you could become infected (his precum touchinh my hands, hands touching my penis. I have to add that he works in a kitchen and cut his hand at work that day. didn t notice blood (but it was dark) I am completely losing it and think all is too late and I am infected. If you guys can make sense of this it would be great I feel likeit was the perfect storm to become infected. The guy is ignoring all my messages wich is not helping...thank you.