this will be my last post because but I'm not suppose to be here really, but when your scared you tend to develop habits. I dun think my condom broke but I still need to get tested for my piece of mind...who knows it could have I was so nervous I didn't look properly the last thing I remember is it looking in tact but you gotta have faith your fine. The people on this forum know stuff, im your age too and im in Asia where HIV is more common so all of us young ones who for what ever reason used a CSW feel the same way.Fear, Just wait three months you will be fine keep a positive outlook and I know its hard but stay away from this site!!!!!!!!!
very very scared guy
Same story, broken condom with a pro. She tested negative 2 weeks after the incident. So that essentially meant that she would have had to of contracted hiv 4 weeks prior to that incedent in order to expose me....
That was almost a year ago. Like AlienShadow, I told my wife.... amazingly she is still with me, and unfortunatley I have to live with the knowledge that I stained our marriage. When I am 67 sitting at the table all fat and useless.... I will know that I dis-honored our marriage. Not something to be proud of.
Sometimes I wish testerone was not so strong, or I had better will power.
Thanks very much for your re-assurance makes me feel better but it's so difficult to think about anything else I'm sure you know what I mean.
Hang in there.
The doc wasn't being insensitive. The best advice he could give was to get treatment for anxiety. I did, Alienshadow has told you he did, and you should too.
The odds are OVERWHELMINGLY in your favour, and you'll see this when you push through the anxiety.
You need to test, of course, but you're going to be fine.
Thanks man I really appreciate it.
he is man and to make you feel better this forum hasnt seen a positive since its been here teak is the only one here that has hiv and he gives solid advice
yea its not a cool feeling but I hope he is right about me.
yeah man dr h deleted my post he said no risk and no need to test but hell you cant tell a worried well that it dont fly i just kept posting questions like you are doing and boom he cut me off
Man I'm glad you still hang around here you have actually made me feel a lot better. The doc's here are blunt but not very sensitive. I hope to be in your shoes soon, god willing
i stayed to help people like you man ive been there and once i got my conclusive i just started replying to help ease others fears i only post here though
Mind if I ask you why you still surf these forums?
I will thanks there seems to be a lot more people there.
go there and post go to community forums and then am i infected and post there okay
No I have not been there yet I just feel really bad..
no your not man its called sex for a reason we all need it no matter what the body craves it . look if you want free advice and more reassurrance if you havent been there already go to aidsmeds.com and post there they will help you there also have you been there yet
Yeah I'm young and stupid.
man your young hell at 22 i never thought about hiv and i would not of had if guilt didnt get in the way
which man you do learn alot from this and you will be okay i took zoloft 100 mg and depacoat and respirdol hell man i thought it was over its funny how the mind will run away with you
well you may find a psychastris in your area he would help you and put you on some meds to help those anxiety attacks plus stress
whats your age
this is such an awful feeling I wish I could ignore it until test day but I can't .. any idea of who I can talk to about this? I am afraid to talk to my family about it its very embarrassing and shameful
one thing for sure you will be wiser next time you think about having sex
Well, anyhow I feel like if I get through this I will be such a better person. Do you feel that way now?
no i dont i have an email but i cant access it tonight