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It worked for me anyway.
Mike
You ain't alone on this one. Ribarage Interferon Madness whatever it really is - it will soon be over when you finish and are svr so hang in there.
Anyway I told the story to my hep doc who after laughing cause it was so out of character for me, he said he would switch me from Paxil to Effexor and I couldn'tr believe how well that worked for me.
So, I hope you find something that works for you and I hope you have a great Memorial Day weekend.
Happy memorial day to you.
jd
This is what works/worked for me.
When ever I felt the onset of an anger burst, immediately would stop or at least slow way down what ever I was doing, take a deep breath or 2 and repeat to myself,
'a good man is slow to anger'... 'a good man is slow to anger'...'a good man is slow to anger'...'a good man is slow to anger'..'a good man is slow to anger'
I keep repeating this to myself and usually as fast as the anger started it declines.
Soon what ticked me off in the first place doesn't seem so bad now.
This may or may not work for you Rocker.
The Key is, you must find a coping mechanism for your anger. Preferably without added drugs and Before you do something you regret and cant take back.
apache
Treating anger management issues long-term is an excellent idea but don't stress over it now. Just keep thinking how much closer you're getting to the end of tx and then you can fix the other stuff.
I don't have anger management issues but you would never have known it during tx. I had interferon insanity often enough that I turned off the ringer on our home phone to choose when to talk to people. l started this after one call I picked up two months ago. I haven't talked to that person since - oh, only my brother.
Flowers are cheap in the grocery store these days. Pick up some for the doorman to give to his wife, so he doesn't take out his frustration with you on her.
I'm not in agreement with taking meds for everything. Sometimes we just need to buck up and get our head/heart right.
Joey
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Excellent advice....and she was there at the outburst too.
I disliked myself so much.
Felt good to be calm again after tx ended!
I took Celexa 20mg a day ..it helped so some degree.
On the treatment I have spoke out and said things to people I wouldn't have before. Some needed to be said. Then on the other hand there is the road rage incident! I started to buy a bumper sticker which said "Don't **** me off I'm on drugs".
My first month off treatment and the drugs coming out of my system, I let a person who needed it have it. I say, "I came off swinging and hit the ground running".
Dont let it get to you. I know you feel bad about it but like portann said a small gift and another apology may do the trick. Ive been finding myself quiet excitable lately and I am thinking they need to up my dosage of AD's.
Good luck and hang in there.
As Mike mentioned earlier, it is the interferon not the riba. There is a lot of research on this. I also had major issues that came up. i went from fairly easy going to snapping on a cop and a particularly large fellow on another occasion. I actually wanted them to engage me. I was raging bad, kind of scary. I guess I thought beating their fists up with my face was a good idea. Luckily for me they did not oblige me. Both times totally out of character for me. If you have a short fuse to begin with it may get shorter. This can become a serious issue for some. Talk to your doctor and tell him or her what is going on. If they are knowledgeable about HCV they will take appropriate actions.
I am not sure that Vallium is more addictive then Xanax. They are all part of the Benzo family and are highly addictive. They use valium to help wean people off Xanax. Xanax has a shorter half life and the levels drop faster in blood causing worse withdrawl. Valium has a longer half life and the drop is not so sudden and can control the weaning process better. At least that is how I understand it. Like I said they are all addicitve. Just be aware so you are not blindsided.
The most important thing is you stay the course on treatment. If you and your doctor think the interferon is causing show stopper problems then I would use them. Coming off benzo's is much better than HCV and the damage it can cause.
Keep in mind I am anti drug. I refused to take AD's and benzo's when my doctor told me I needed them. It got to the point where I had to take them. I was not happy about it. They helped get me through and to stay the course. I am now done and UND. I am weaning off and have no problems.
Good luck.
i'm sure they'll understand, we're all humans and people have bad days. even though very few people can actually understand what treating people such as us can feel at times, i still believe we all have a little compassion in us to make it through.
The good thing is now we miss each other and I can't wait to go home for the weekend. Hopefully I won't bite anyone's head off.
These drugs do a number on us for sure. Nice touch getting the guy flowers. Hang in there.
At week 43.....it can't be over soon enoug for me. Hat's off and bowing down to extenders and re-tx'ers.....y'all are some kinda tough.
seeds, water, dirt and sun does Mary well. I mixed in some tomato plants in my garden this year and have to have my kid harvest for me-seems the tomato plants give off a night-shade gas that breaks me out in hives but the buds are fat and I notice no effect other than the one I like. Frank
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totally undestandable...and as the doctor will say "take a CHILL pill" pardon the pun.
I would not have made it through treatment without Ativan,(lorezepam) it's the safest for the liver and I had such jitters without it even answering the front door was not an option.
And you are right, it feels like you snap...but it's just that your brain and body are having their peaceful chemicals destroyed by the tx.. I took point zero five ( .05) with each dose of Riba and it smoothed out for the most part, but had to add 15 mg. of Remeron at night to get a total grip.
the ativan is hard to get off of after tx, as I'm finding out now, but it can be done, and for many during tx NOT taking these meds is NOT an option.
One lady in here a while back threatened someone with homocide in the ER, and is now dealing with the reprocussion of that SNAP...so this can be a very serious matter.
feel better soon I hope.
mb
it was a constant companion those thoughts until I got on the right med...and those are thought I hadn't entertained since adolesence, so this tx really does a number on folks mentally.
Frankly I think it's sinful that they don't premedicate people considering this tx is an equal opportunity Mash ans slasher of normal brain funtion. For that matter, why do we have to be gasping for air like fish on the river bank before they give us procrit.
(my new fantasy is every insurance gatekeeper and every doc prescribing chemo should have to go through it...grin... that would sure change the way things are done fast.)
mb
death is the easy part...the hard part is the actual dying proceess and knowing how long you have left and dying in pain and suffering...the problem is getting to the other side without any hassles...we all end up on the other side no matter what we do ...i dod have faith tho that there is something waiting for us all afetr we go into the next dimension..
too deep?
The flowers were good advice, and it will help you feel better as well.
I have grown up with a lot of anger. And have surpressed more than I should have. Jesus did toss a few tables. I just love that! The book says, "Be angry but do not sin". Well, thats hard. I am just 2mo. + out of tx and I had decided I would not just walk away from things just because I did not want a confrontation. Well, last night I got my opportunity. My truck was towed at an event. It was unjust. I was not blocking anyone, or causing property damage. They towed it across the street and wanted $140.00 cash and it would go up at 1am to $230.00 if I didn't pay for it. There were police there with the towing companies to keep the peace. Well, I knew right off the bat that I may go to jail! I was Peed Off and I wasn't holding back. They had a racket going on and I knew it and they did too! Besides I had no money and wouldn't have given it to them if I did. And it made me so angry thinking about the other people they had done this to that I started crying. Not in front of them! The officer ask my friends to take me off so I would calm down. I told them it was obvious this was a racket, ask the police how many they had done this to, my friend wanted to know if they would sleep good, and I called them thugs. To let them know I had no money I showed them a baggy with change, ask if they would take a bad check or an over the limit credit card. Lets just say I wasn't nice. The end result was they quietly let me leave. I turned to my friends and ask who prayed because I sure didn't! One spoke up and said she did. I would have gone to jail on principal and I'm not done with them yet. I used a few colorful words, not very christian like, but when you can't find the right words, use what you've got. I don't feel bad today, except for those who weren't so fortunate.
So, hang on to that new found energy and go defend the world! And appologize when your wrong.
keep a lid on those also. They are all addictive plus harmful to your liver mostly be-
cause they are oil soluble. Water soluble drugs are less harmful because your liver can process them easier. I take pieces of zanax to handle anxiety. When I am anxious I find I get angry more often/ fight or flight kicks in. I find I usually don't need
a whole pill and it keeps me from getting too addicted. Withdrawal from benzo's can
be difficult to say the least. A freind told me everything in moderation even moderation. Hope that makes sense to someone. Hang in there.
SINCERELY RUTHIE
I found out that my assumptions are correct. There is a fellow working for the insurance company who gets a kick back. We're pretty sure. At any rate the cops and the wrecker people had to have sat and watched us park, then came and hauled us off. Why did the cop not do their duty if we could not park there? In a down economy, why would you do that to someone? $140.00 to the other side of the road! And up to 230.00 if not paid by 1am. I told them they could keep it! I didn't have the money. Thats when the bargaining began. I literally did not have the money and I wasn't going to borrow it. My truck isn't worth $230.00. Ha, ha, ha! Theres something to be said for being poor! Give it all to the insurance company! Not that one thank God! Really!
I'm going over this evening and put up my own sign, tow zone. See if that puts a damper on their racket.
PETA just came out against the trashcan trick because urban dogs have been suffering from bladder problems. Mandona's going to do a poster wearing a dual-trashcan bra.