Goodmorning, Hey Chevy, Going for Byops Monday, Im worried a bit.

[thepoet]

Well this is a fine morning, Im trying to keep my good attitude about life, I know God will not put more on me than I can bare, but I pray I get good news on Mon. The thing thats getting to me is my doctor refused to discuess my case with me on the phone. I asked for a copy of the byop. and she said I would have to wait until Monday when I see her, that theres a lot we have to talk about and she doesnt want to do it over the phone.
This is making me think the worst. Well about the test anyways.
And even with all this, it seems like my wife is not on my side so its been really hard, I think whats making it so hard is that I thought she was my partner, but she has other plans I guess. We all here have a story to tell, but the story I want to tell is for everyone to know, "No matter how bad you feel, theres always someone somewhere suffering more than you"! That is part of my insperation, if I could stand here and help one person out there thats going threw what we are all going threw feel better, then my life was good and when I do pass one day, I will leave a mark of insperation for someone to pass on. That possitive energy will be me, helping to reshape the word. You all are in my prays and I pray Im in yours, Have a bless day! The Poet

[thepoet]

Sorry, I hit the post twice and it posted 2 times. If you need space to post do it here dont worry about it, my bad.

[gonagetbetr]

I know it is probably not my place but...
You seem to be a very strong person and maybe the problems that you have with your wife and children make it possible for you to be strong.
Keep the sunny side up and you will be in my prayers

[darrinwade]

Dude my doc does it too I even have a hard time getting info
in his office thats why im changeing docs. but anyway my wife lost her dad too and and it was very hard on her and now she's afread of going throuugh it all over again. so i have to be twice
as brave about all this just to keep her from remimbering how painful it is to lose a loved one. I found the more i worry the the colder she got.thats just her safety swith turning on to stop the pain. But if i stand tall around her and act like it's all going to be ok she stands right there with.
It's hard very hard so whin i want to wine and cry i go to one of my many chat rooms and talk to people who know just how i fill and that helps me get it out so i dont put my fears on her.
stand tall my hepper bro. and know you are not alone.
good look on monday and let us know how it went

[thepoet]

Thanks you guys, that does make me feel so much better. It really does. I have been fishing for 2 years now, not as much as I like but Ive been getting out more sense I got the itching under control. Well I took my wife and son and I was so buzy putting worms on there hooks they caught all the fishes, the only fish I ever caught was one day I went to cast out and it went up in the tree and shot stright into the water and when I started to reel it in, there was a fish on the hook, it hit him in his side and it was the funnest thing, lol lol lol.
Im crazy, I have always had a good sense of humor but I got cranky when I started to itch. Chevy remembers, lol I wasnt a happy camper. I slept like a hour a day and some times I would go 2 or 3 days with no sleep and this went on for 6 months, I was one step from the one who flew over the cookoos nest. I wrote a poem and posted it down one, the other post just like this one, lol sorry bout that. I wrote it for my wife but then changed some things on it here, I pray that it will make someone feel nice, peace and love your all in my prayers.