We have had alot of discussion on here about sides of the disease, sides of the Tx, sides of the Tx for the sides..etc..
I am looking for SERIOUS suggestions here..because I am truly at the end of my rope...
HOW do we/I make family/friends UNDERSTAND how serious (1) this illness is, (2) the Tx is, (3) how bad the drugs are, (4) how bad sides can be, (5) complications and lasting effects.
With all the medical knowledge that I have, I just cannot seem to make them understand. They act like I have a cold and it's nothing!
It seems that no matter how I try to explain it to them, they say stupid stuff like," Oh just take your medicine and you'll be fine in a couple months". or.. "You need to go get a job."
With 3rd stage cirrhosis, and labs that look like several months into tx with the low platlets, high clotting time, low rbc's...I am weak,exhausted and I can't do much of anything.. I feel like this before I have any of the drugs in me, so when I start, it will surely be much worse.....
I qualified for SSI in May, in less than 3 mo. on the FIRST try!! Anyone who has ever tried, knows it is not easy to get SSI.
I have always been the caretaker type, always doing for everyone else, never making any time for or demands for myself, but always making many DEMANDS ON myself, no matter what it took. and YES, THAT is MY fault! and now, when I really need some help, I can't seem to get any.
My meds are in the fridge, but I can't start yet,and frankly, I'm about ready to just F*^@*#*^ give up! Any ideas?