Not my plan

[Moytoy]

Im 53 yrs old,my persanality has been based on alcohol since 12. I did 10 weeks on the Peg-Red treatment totally convinced I could be alcohol free and kick this disease of mine with 2 heads.They took me off said it wasnt for me.My anger was treated with Paxil 3 Doc said it is the only one that dosnt go threw liver.Today I feel like **** every morning, my VL is growing into the 4000. No one seems to care or apreciate the new me.Im having a bad day becouse I except my dying as it comes,with alcohol. that is who I am.

[links1999]

How did you get HVC?

[Moytoy]

WOW what a comeback. Thanks to all even St George you gave me streangth threw the positive and not so kind  words.St George at times I have witnessed alcoholics .One friend was left alone in the middle of nowhere in a gold mining shack.2 hour walk to town.Her husband came back 4 days later thinking the withdrawals would be over and she was dead from drinking syanide.

[St. George]

Mom gave it to me and my sister at birth.  Mom got it from a needle stick at work (shes a nurse).

[bobbyullc]

enough of your 2 cent psyco-analizing, as i said...you will never understand. i have read some of your previous posts. have you ever tried ad's? you sound like you need them or at least one friend who will stay by you with that attitude. it must be a bit@h to be you.
bobby

[St. George]

Not at all.  I love being me ( minus hep c), unlike a depressed alcholic.

[St. George]

Most alcoholics I have known have been immature adults who never really left childhood behind.