dragonslayer,
we have alot in common i also work for a State University. I just told the people in my Department. They are really supportive. i also go to the Jersey shore hahaha, i was born and raised inp philly. it was easier with my kids they are 24 and 19. it was a little harder for my daughter (19) with her friends and their parents. we now live in Chester Springs, a bit of snoppy area. when she was asked whats wrong with your mom, she said " she is on chemo" i also found that my kids although they are holder, sometimes just don't understand that i am sick, kids think their parents are invincible.
whatever you decide i'm sure it will work for you.
good luck and have nice time at the beach! (my daughter rented a house in margate)
I really appreciate everyone's responses and support on this. I do find it very surprising that so many of us do decide to keep it to ourselves for personal reasons or for stigma. I am going to wrestle with this during my holiday weekend while relaxing down the Jersey shore with my family. The weather is going to fantastic (70's-80's).
I understand and appreciate where Rita is coming from. Part of me feels like she does. I feel like "hey you know what I am sick, I did not ask to get this, and it does not change who I am". I also have a great job, at a major University. I have lots of time that I can take if needed. I am thinking that initially I may tell my boss and two people who depend on me that are scientists, and the dispensary. My boss and colleagues should know why if I need to be off. Being that I am in a trial the first 28 days I will be late a lot and have to miss days for tests. That is a given regardless if I feel like dooty. I will tell the dispensary in the event that (heaven forbid) I get anemic and pass out or some thing happens to me at work. I just think the doctor or Nurse should know what is going on. I also (as I stated somewhere before) have a very long commute every day, about 60 miles. I am concerned how that will effect me as it kills me sometimes already, and I'm not treating.
I also car pool with a guy who lives about half way between work and home. He is a nice guy but tends to gossip a bit. I am not sure how to handle him because for the first month our car pool is going to be shot to hell. He will be probing for answers as why we aren't going to car pool.
Work is actually my least concern. I recently gave up running a youth organization in my town. I just can't do it anymore and also because I have been leaning toward treating for the last 2 years. I have children and because of the stigma with this and the non-information about this disease., some people may not react real well. My fear, whether founded or not, is that someone might be like OMG he touched my child!!! Then my kids have to deal with that **** at school. I live in a small tight knit community where everyone knows everyones business. I am talking that when I fart not only does everyone know I farted, but what I ate to give me that gas! LOL. Maybe I am just thinking too much about it but it is definitely a concern. Also I am not going to tell my kids until the holiday weekend. I don't want them to worry about Dad.
I more or less have the same attitude as Rita about this. But my family / friends are very down to earth, caring people. I train dogs and I told my "dog" friends I also told my "horsey" friends, We did tell some relatives and some we did not.
I think I know where you are coming from with the in-laws, some people just don't understand. I got lucky with the work force thing.....I work at home, and I didn't do much this past winter.
I think it is a personal decision and I am sure you will make the right one.
Denise
Well, I told a couple (3) of closest friends and just my kids and husband. Even with my clarity that I wanted to keep this confidential (for many reasons other than stigma, but that too) one of my friends told someone who doesn't really know me who is telling the world. It has not been fun since I made it through tx without making it public and suffering in silence (my husband wouldn't think so) now I am contending with surprising strangers know ing about my hep c. The closer you keep the information the more you control it, its up to you how you feel about it "getting out"
DragonSlayer45
I work for the State of Pa. When i decided to treat, I didnt hold back. I told my co-workers, my boss, and my department head. I figured if i had to call out alot, and i wanted them to know why. They are vey supportive.
I also told all of my family and my husbands family. I dont tell random people, but if someone says " Your not looking well are you ok? My repsonse is " I am on chemo" if they push the subject i then say i have Hep c. I kinda have an attitude with people when i see the juddgemental look on their face, and i call them on it. my first question " Do you know anything about it? Do you realize how many americans are infected. and then i say and here's how i got it from my first husband who was a drug user.
I know there is a Stigma with this Disase, but i refuse to be stigmatized.
best of luck
Peace
Rita
If I am not mistaken we had a similar conversation about a year or more ago and you said you just told people you had cancer to satisfy their ignorant curiosity. I have thought about that but I am not sure if I can do that.
The bigger issue I guess is with my wife's family. She does not want me to tell them, but I think we should. Other than the mother in law and maybe the brother in law most will be fine. One sister is a nurse and her son is in Harvard medical school, two daughter are studying to be Physicians assistants.
On sister lives near my work (like 2 miles) where I live over 60 miles from work. I amy need to crash over there is i get too wiped out from treatment. I do worry about it as I get pretty wiped out just driving it now and I am not on treatment.