Five weeks ago I had an intimate handjob with a person I met online which I assumed to be low risk. I haven't been able to sleep or eat properly since because I'm absolutely terrified I contracted herpes. I know it sounds silly, but there was a lot of skin to skin contact such as naked thighs touching etc and I've read online that herpes is also transmitted that way, not just intercourse or oral.
I made an appointment with the clinic after 10 days because I had been experiencing an uncomfortable and persistent burning sensation in my penis which is worse after peeing. I tested negative for gonorrhea and chlamydia - which isn't a surprise as I made sure no oral or sex was involved as I was already fearful of STDs. They told me they do not test for herpes unless you have visible lesions or sores to swab. I have asked the clinic twice for a herpes blood test but they only offer swab tests.
I don't know what to do. I still have the burning symptoms and today I discovered a small amount of blood in my pre-cum so this has me especially worried. A herpes blood test is not available to me on the NHS (I'm in the UK) so I'm left worrying about the possibilities. A UTI is apparently very uncommon in young men due to the prostate and I don't think it's very likely to catch a UTI from a handjob?
If the burning symptoms were caused by herpes, would it last 5 weeks? I'm not sure how long symptoms would last during an outbreak. I have noticed some small spots on my penis but I'm pretty sure they're just papules or fordyce spots since they haven't changed at all from what i've noticed. My penis head looks noticeably red though (I could upload an image but I'm not sure if that is allowed here)
I should mention I suffer from GAD and health anxiety so perhaps this sounds irrational to you but it has become a major focus of my anxiety. It was also my first sexual encounter and I already deeply regret it. I'm unable to seek advice from my parents and friends so it has been very stressful trying to arrange appointments and things in secret, plus having nobody to talk to about it has caused me some upset.
to sum up: burning/tingling sensation for 5 weeks, small amount of blood in pre-cum, redness around urethra, no lesions or sores
Does this sound like herpes or UTI, maybe urethritis or some kind of NGU? is it even possible to develop a UTI from a handjob?
Any advice is very appreciated. Thanks for reading