I have had HSV2 for almost 30 years. At most, I have had 1 or 2 outbreaks per year, sometimes I have gone a few years without any outbreaks at all. In the years that I do have 1 or 2 outbreaks, they have never been more frequent than 6 months. Therefore, I am lucky to not suffer from chronic outbreaks. However, mentally I suffer knowing I have this virus, and I am a person that has always been very anxious and easily stressed.
Last July I had an outbreak triggered by stress. 6 months later in January, I had another triggered by stress. At that time, I asked my doctor about suppressive therapy because I wanted to feel in control of the problem. She prescribed valacyclovir 500mg per day and suggested that I take it for a year so that I would not have to worry about getting outbreaks. She claimed that because I have a long history of only 1 or 2 outbreaks a year, that it would be highly unlikely for me to have an outbreak while taking the medication. Although I was skeptical of this, I began taking it faithfully everyday.
It is now 5 months since I have been taking 500mg per day and I just had an outbreak. (It has been 6 months since my last outbreak in January). I am devastated and feel as if the pills are useless and not helping at all. My current outbreak is mild, and I am sure it would feel a lot worse if I had not been taking the pills...so the medication is helping in that regard, but I am upset because it did not suppress the outbreak as my doctor had expected.
I desperately want to find another doctor that is an expert and that can guide me so that I can feel in control. I am wondering if a higher dose per day would offer better suppression? Also wondering if the generic that I am taking is not as good as the name brand Valtrex? I do understand that the suppressive therapy is not 100%, and that some patients will still experience outbreaks while taking it, but with my history, my expectation was that I might not have an outbreak at all, or that it would take many years of being on the medication to maybe have another problem. After only 5 months on medication, this happened so should I assume the pills are useless for me??? Very upset, confused, and feeling defeated.