I have so many questions I am not sure where to start. I just tested positive (via iGg and then again via western blot) for hsv1. I had my blood tested for it less than a year ago, and it was negative, but when I got pregnant I was retested and it came back positive for antibodies. My husband was tested shortly afterwards, and his came back negative. This means I got it somehow, and it would have to be limited to orally, but I am at a total loss as to how, considering the only people I kiss or share any food/drink/chapstick/etc with are my kids and my husband. So I guess that brings me to my first question - how can I keep them from getting this? I am reading mixed things like "it's inevitable you'll give it to them" and also "it's very unlikely you'll give it to them", so I don't know which to believe. I've never had an outbreak that I've seen, so now I'm terrified of shedding. I am afraid to kiss them.
My second question is that if I have antibodies, but my husband does not, and I give it to him, is there a chance that I could get it back from him genitally through oral sex? I don't understand the effect of having antibodies and having it be my own virus that would be spreading back to me... or are we destined to avoid oral sex? I am particularly afraid of this right now because I am pregnant, and if I were to have a genital outbreak around the time of labor, I would have to get a c-section, which I am really hoping to avoid.
I've read about antiviral drugs, and it seems like they can help in both of these scenarios, but nothing is going to prevent shedding entirely - is that accurate? Are they safe for me to start taking while pregnant? Will Lysine prevent shedding or is that just for outbreaks?
Thank you in advance.