This shall pass.. it’s been a year and 5 months for me and I am finally starting to except it! Some days harder then others.... but, I am married so it is different for us :) be well <33
Praise god! Give him your worries and move on! Then you will see that it will get better!
That’s for damn sure ! I can’t ever look at my body the same! Yuk
This is my life and oh people say you need to get over and deal with it. I was assulted and already wanted to kill myself and now warts inside my vagina just because someone couldn’t help himself and accuaintance rape me without wearing anything. I feel sick everyday and also want to stab myself and go jump of a bridge. I’m a mum though so now what do I do. I’m a failure that’s what I know and just want my life and body back:( I’ve started antidepressants for ptsd and to try help the physical symptoms. It doesn’t help I don’t know how to live like this. Unfortunately they spend more money on cosmetic testing etc than to find a cure for hpvs which cause cancer, oh yeah he gave me they high risk hpv too so yay for me and I’ll prob have some form of cancer in 20 years or so. It’s funny how someone can take your life from you just like that. I notice this post is from a while ago, how are you doing now? I wonder how many suicides are related to suffereing with Hpv. It’s not liek herpes when you have an outbreak that goes away. They itching is always there!! There’s no break.. there’s no peace there no nothing your life and body is not the same
McFerrin, you're allowed to have a freak out upon beginning your journey with HPV. Everyone has theirs. I had mine and it sucked. I didn't sleep for months, I hated myself. I imagined warts in my throat and under my tongue. I stare catatonically at my computer. I escaped in video games. I withdrew from people and didn't have sex for over a year and a half becaues I was too scared and ashamed to mention it to anyone. Yes, you are allowed to have your time here, in this place. But also know that you will pull yourself together. You will research the virus and you will come to know it. You'll understand it's patterns and it's life cycles. You come to realize the intense stigma we've all grown up with concerning HPV and warts and how it's been blown 1000%+ out of proportion. YOu'll learn facts about how long it lasts, that it's not medically dangerous to have warts,that it's an aesthetic nuisance at worst. You'll discover you aren't cursed to acquire it, that you're simply one of 70% of sexually active adults. You'll calm down as you get a grip on all this knowledge and understand your place in it all. It's not going to last forever. In fact you'll be done with it at the longest by this time 2014 and that being really really pessimistic. 90% of the time during that time you won't even notice you have. It's only the outbreaks that'll alert you. You'll be fine. Just know we've all been there, some people use stronger language than you do, others less strong. Some have freaked out enough to seem like they should be committed (I'm looking at you dromiii). Others take it in stride pretty well. So, do yourself a favor and try and facilitate this change as soon as you can. Knowledge is power here as well and well more than half the battle. Keep your chin up, research, and take to heart. then put your head down and slog through the crappy days just like the rest of us to the bright future of when you no longer have the virus.
Cheers
Do your own research and find a natural remedy that will permanently remove the HPV. Freezing, burning, and scraping them off will not work and leaves scares. There are several remedies that do work but you will have to stay on top of it until you have gotten rid of ALL abnormal cells, and the hosts which is more than possible.
And the good news is that you will soon find out that you are not helpless!!!