I got my hysterectomy 6 months ago

[JackyM]

hello, I'm 43, 2 kids, love them to death, I'm with my boyfriend since 23 years now, i had problems too, I had endometriosis since 19 years, but the past 5 years, it gotten worse and worse, that last year, i went trough hemorrhage, every time I got my period, so I went trough total hysterectomy, 6 months ago, I have to take hormones, I take some medication for depression too, I take them way before surgary, cause of problems in the past.
But now, I dont know how I feel, I feel lost, Its like I dont want my boyfriend anymore, he doesnt understand why I'm like that, he thinks that I'm taking pills for nothing,I just feel lost. I told my doctor about it, were taking some test, maybe I'm missing something cause of the surgary, I dont have my hormones like before. I went today to see the family doctor, cause I have infection in m troat, and he felt that thyroid gland, is bigger then usual. he ask if I feel to sleep more, that I do, and I gained weight.
So my question is, what is wrong with me, should I leave my boyfriend, cause its getting complicated, (his sturbon, I did my explination over and over, he doesnt understand)?
plz help
Jacky

[JackyM]

thanks for the replies,
I'm waiting for the results, she did put that for my blood test, I'm hoping to find a solution soon, cause I'm tired of being tired all the time, down and crying for nothing.
I'll keep posted, if I here something.

[grandma2306]

have the doctor check your Thyroid levels. sounds very familiar. I read an ariticle today about the very thing. The thyroid gland plays a big part into the hormones.    
check out this page I read today then ask your doctor for a full panel thyroid test.... good luck! ( been dealing with Hypothroidism since age 1

http://www.thyroid-info.com/articles/thyroid-and-menopause.htm

[remar]

I don't think the first step is to leave your boyfriend. I do think you need to have your thyroid checked because you have some of the symptoms of low thyroid. Many Drs will just check your TSH. Please ask them for a complete panel including TSH, FT3, FT4 and antibodies.
Ask your boyfriend to be more understaning because you could very well have a medical condition going on that you can not control without a diagnosis and possibly medication.