How did your appointment went today?
Sorry to hear about your LLMD. He doesn't sound like much of an LLMD to me, and it seems that perhaps he is getting frustrated with patients who keep coming back complaining of ongoing symptoms after he thought he had cured them. (Hmmm. I wonder if that is what happened with the "Lyme deniers" in the IDSA?)
I know it sounds daunting to travel out of state to a different doc, but your life is worth it. A life with chronic Lyme is miserable. And the longer you have it, the harder it is to treat. I know that more than half of my doc's patients are from out of the area. He even gets patients flying in from other countries. If a local doc will work with him, he is willing to hold appointments over the phone, with the local doctor prescribing what he recommends. Perhaps your current doc would be willing to do this.
You might also try to find a local support group to see what suggestions they might have. There may be others practicing "under the radar."
Yes, I will, Jackie! Thank you!
Good for you for making the effort. Hmm. If you are close to another state, you could try finding an LLMD there if your current doc doesn't snap to. Tennessee touches eight other states, yes? It's a hassle, but sometimes worth it.
I'd do what you are doing -- have an upfront chat with the doc and see where it goes. Docs always make me nervous, but they're only people too.
Hang in there, let us know how it goes, okay?
I have recently contacted IDLADS and they do not know of another one in my state other than the one I was seeing! I did send him a message that he will hopefully read tomorrow morning. It just explained my worsening symptoms, told him of my recent neuro visit and MRIs and point blank asked him if he is experiencing "burn out" with treating Lyme patients or what! *sigh*
Jackie is right, I went to a doc who sent me for an MRI and saw white matter damage and lesions, I was misdiagnosed with MS. When I finally went to an LLMD, she told me it was Lyme, I had the same neuro symptoms but I found out it was due to my co-infection, bartonella. I agree, you need to find a new LLMD who will test and treat for co-infections?
Good luck!
Welcome -- you give good, coherent history, which is hard to do about Lyme, and esp. when you HAVE Lyme!
No time to give a full answer right now, but just a quick note to say don't despair. I'm not medically trained, but here are my first thoughts:
1 -- Lyme does not cause MS or turn into MS according to everything I have read.
2 -- Docs who do not understand Lyme often use an MRI to diagnose whatever is going on, but because the MRI results can look the same or similar in Lyme as in MS, a doc who 'believes' in MS but not in Lyme will naturally lean heavily toward diagnosing MS. That easily leads to an incorrect diagnosis of MS when you actually have Lyme.
3 -- Lyme is a bacterial infection, which needs your immune system to fight the infection. Steroids are often used in things like MS, which are considered 'auto immune' diseases where your body accidentally turns against itself, and the steroids shut down your immune system. That is the exact opposite of what should happen in a bacterial infection, including Lyme.
4 -- You need a doc who understands Lyme, and it sounds like you need a new doc to accomplish that. We have several recent posters here who are in or around Tennessee -- you might post a new message here with a header like "Need LLMD in [central] Tennessee" or "near Memphis" or whatever and see if anyone pops up.
Also try emailing to
contact [at] ilads [dot] org
and tell them where you are and can travel to -- that's the referral function for ILADS, the main voluntary group for Lyme docs.
Don't despair -- you are asking all the right questions, and that is the beginning of finding the right answers. Take care --