how do i get off fentanly. it seems to be a vicious circle. if i pull back on the meds, i am in serious pain. If i wait to long to put my patches on i go through terrible withdrawls. i don't know what to do. i hate being married to this stupid patch but without it i am down for the count. i have had late stage lyme for 8 years. the past three was when we finally figured out the problem. i have a lot of irreprebrable damage. been through nomurous amounts of testing, therapy, counsling, chiropracters, and doctors galore. i am much better now than what i was. my legs are functioning again along with my brain. i had terrible brain fog. my kidneys and liver are on the mend also. there is still a long road ahead. i just keep plugging away. I wonder if there is anything i can do to get off these patches and not suffer so much. Like i said before, i am miserable when my 48hrs. runs out. I am on 125 every 48hrs. i also take morphine for breakthrough pain, attivan for chest pain, zoloft for depression, muscle relaxers for the twitching and spasams, synthroid for the thyroid. celebrex for the collateral AR. that is very painful in itself. it's throughout my every joint. It seems like a never ending battle. Before this i was a healthy mom of 2 wonderful boys. extremely active with them. unfortunately they have missed out on mommy for 3 years now. And seen some extremely scary situations. I pray they will get through this with minimal scarring. I guess my question is, has anyone gone through this and how did you get off all the medications without any problems. Is there just noway around this? Do i just have to buck up and suffer even more. I hope there is an easy answer that someone might have for me. Thank you for your time reading this and taking the time to care about a stranger. I am truly begging for any advise. thank you. sincerely, Donna