Thanks for taking the time to read and reply. It is much appreciated.
I think you are right that it would clear my head but it will also make me a lot worse because i can't bare the thought of losing her. But i suppose i should of thought of that when i was drunk and stupid.
The antibiotics I was given were called fluconazole so are for Skin / Fungal infections so wouldnt have cured internal infections such as UTI or NSU.
Just a worry but i think you are right when you say that a lot of this is guilt and anxiety
Thanks again
Hi Look you had antibiotics so you should be clear of a UTI or HSU, I think its anxiety, thats bulding up in you, I think it would clear your mind if you told your g/f of what occured and what you have been doing with all the medics you have been seeing, as this proberly your real problem, once you get this out of the way, your weay should be clearer.
Good Luck