My journey is over

[aowens]

Well ladies I am very sad to say....I have lost my little one....although my levels were going up they were still very low...after the sonogram there was nothing in my uterus...so my doctor decided a D N C would be the best option....


I spent 6 hours in the hospital for the procedure...when i woke up they told me they found no evidence of a pregnancy in my uterus...and concluded my baby had implanted in my tubes....I had to take a dose of methotrexate...

I am home resting and feeling empty....however i am a little relieved that it wasnt a full blown miscarriage it was  ectopic...my husband and I have decided to wait a few months before we try again as I am feeling very deflated since I have lost 2 babies in 3 months I do not believe I can bear to try again right now...

I want to get myself back on track and get myself healthy mentally and physically before I do this again...

I will keep in touch as I have made several great friends here...I love you all and I will be praying and hoping everyday that you all have safe and happy days....and deliver beautiful healthy babies...

I love you all and thank you all for every ounce of support
Angel

[lil_lady25]

I am so very sorry to hear that you are going through this. I know many of us woman on here can relate to the pain that you are experiencing but nothing we can do will help ease it. I just hope that you keep faith by your side and when you least expect it, it will happen. I also have gone through 2 consecutive losses and I felt so lonely and hopeless. Now that I am pregnant again theres not one day that I take for granted or thank God and I believe this is how God wanted it. I truly beleive that when things are meant to happen they will. And this is all out of our hands. I wish you the very best and am praying that you are able to heal from this loss. One day you will have your beautiful healthy baby in your arms and this will all just be a bad memory. Keep your head up hun.

[mjmom69]

I'm so sorry. I know it's hard and moving on right now is difficult but it will get better. I'll say a little prayer for you and your family. Take care.

[Romeny]

I'm so sorry for your loss, I know how it feels because I lost eight babies! take your time to grief but never give up hope! sprinkling baby dust on you!

[prettygirl87]

I am so sorry for your loss I know there are no words anyone can say to make you feel better as I was once in your shoes please take comfort in knowing that God will never leave your side and he doesn't make any mistakes if you need to cry just CRY, I need to write your feeling get a journal I found that helped me in my healing process by writing to my baby I know it's hard but it you need ANYTHING encouraging words or just a listening ear or you want to vent I am here for you

[teri1969]

I AM SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS..............YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS

[EmsMom07]

I'm so sorry to hear about your loss =0(, you and your family will be in my htoughts and prayers!

[ArmyPrincess819]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm here if you need to talk....

AP

[Sherri90049]

My heart is very heavy reading your post. I am so deeply sorry for your loss. I hope time will heal this wound for you guys soon. I've had 5 losses in the last 7 months, although they were all very early. Will keep you in my thoughts and prayers! I know that you will conceive again and you will carry to term!

[Pecas282]

You must feel devastated. So sorry. I lost 2 babies in 4 months, so I understand completely. I , too, got as healthy as I could before getting pregnant again. In the future if you are ever ready to try, I will be here.